There must be something wrong in me.
I don't know what is it, but I knew there is something wrong.
Am I doing what I want in life?
Am I really the person that I want to be?

I just feel numb.
Everyday has been a routine to me.
It seems as if I just live my life as it is.
Waiting for each day to pass.
Waiting for my pay to come in monthly.
Eat, sleep and work as usual.
Quarrels have been increasingly raising till both have reach the level of tired.
I'm so afraid through all these quarrels, in the end one day, we will just found out that we are not suited for each other.

And fuck, my car got bumped yesterday night.
What the hell.
Wish me luck tonight man.
I'm sorry car.

Life has been changing a lot for me from year to year.
Man. This ain't good man.
I;m really missing my secondary schools.
We are all so ignorant and fun?
We joke and laugh at the slightest thing.
At least going to school made us bond together.
Allowing the chance for us to keep each other in one another's life.
Now?
to organize an outing is so hard.
Ranging from timing, to the venue and eating what- all these are troublesome.
What's more, we have to suit into everybody schedule and all.
Sometimes, I just feel like giving up and not giving a damn about it.

Okay. Enough of ranting.
Back to life.