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It's Me!
ZHEN
This is my space. So if you don't like anything, that's your business. Sounds rude? Nope. I'm just warning you. =) Buy me a present on 06 March every year please. Much appreciated!

Your lovely, ZHEN. :)

TAGBOARD
hear your voice.

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AFFILIATES
the big big world.
Never my style to do this section.

REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
  • September 2008
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  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
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  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • May 2010
  • June 2010


  • eXTReMe Tracker


    Tuesday, September 30, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 1:15 AM

    I'm lazy to post up any photos.

    3 days of F1 race seems like 3 years of F1 race.
    The routine got stuck in me that I'm used to it.
    So tonight here I am sitting in front of my lappy, I feel weird.
    Something is missing, but I couldn't find out what it is.

    Well, for the F1 race, I'm actually under Raffles Hotel doing F&B.
    I learnt alot and suffer quite abit.
    Suffering part would be the sore foot that I have got.
    Seriously standing there none stop for hour after hour is a torture.
    By the end of the day, I think I can become a PRO-Stander.

    One word to describe Raffles.
    They earn tons of money.
    One bottle of drink cost 8 bucks while beer is at 10 bucks.
    The people who buy it still thinks it rather okay.
    wth...
    donate some to me then.

    Last day of F1, everyone typically got crazy.
    My colleagues opened champagne and alcohol like nobody business.
    you can't imagine how hiong they are man.
    It's totally like free.
    Fun working with them. =)

    I feel like a ball now.
    Probably because I just at a bowl of maggie mee at wee hours like 1am?
    Fat Pig.

    All my friends seem so distant away from me.
    Except for Nyk.
    He have got a busy schedule like me.
    But both of us seem so able to meet.
    To think of it, my whole holiday, I think I only meet up with him.
    Is it true?


    Sunday, September 28, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 2:31 AM

    I am super duper tired.
    Imagine yourself standing there for more than 13 hours.
    having less than 6 hours sleep.
    oh well. I bet you will feel like shit.
    That's what I'm feeling about it right now.
    One more day to go.
    Omg.

    But the people were kinda fun.

    By the way, I'm referring to the F1.
    Omg. the sound of the car "zoom zoom" is crazy man!
    Damn loud.
    And how I wish I'm one of the VIP.
    woah.
    Can't imagine.
    I should start taking out a paper to pen down all those people that I'm eyeing for!
    Then my dreams will come true.
    CRapp.
    Must be the brain wires not connecting properly already.
    Damn.
    So. Nights.

    Friday, September 26, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 12:53 AM

    Let the past go.
    And it shall.
    I've decided.
    What's the point of hanging it there?
    what's the point if I ever scold him?
    Will it be beneficial to me?
    Nope. =)

    Thanks.

    Woots.. I need a better pull now.
    Go babe!
    Thursday, September 25, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 11:15 AM





    This is going to be a long entry.

    I'm a happy girl yesterday. =)
    Now, let me recall back alright?
    because after a sleep, I might have forgotten about what I did yesterday.
    HmmmmmHmmmmm..
    Okay.
    I decided to forgo my swimming date to meet NYK.
    Reason being.... I AM GOING TO TOWN.
    woah.. exciting uh!
    We ate our lunch at the newly open LJS in compass.
    AND there's this old uncle keep looking at our table.
    Even when I stare hard at him, he still doing it.
    irritating.

    so we made our way down to Town.
    Went to Cathay to see Nyk's Fred Perry.
    NUM to see havaianas.
    Takashimaya for coach and toys.
    Paragon for Metro, GUESS, Coffee Bean, Toysauras, Banana Republic.
    Okay..
    So mostly went to toys shop to buy children Day present for my two kids.
    But end up with nothing.
    However.
    I bought a Havaianas and GUESS wallet.
    It's my first time buying a wallet and Havaianas.
    Hear it. First time.

    Went coffee bean during tea time. Because we wanna try having high tea. LOL.

    After that, I went to give tuition.
    Tuition is the same.
    Around 8ish went to find Nyk &co. to play Basketball.
    Hear it? Basketball...
    Wahahahaha..
    It's like a damn long thing!
    It was fun fun fun!
    as usual Suz got injury. lol. lousy.oops.

    And when I got home.
    MY GOD.
    My Citi Clear Card arrived!

    I lost a shades recently.
    And guess what?
    I found it back.

    See how happy I was Yesterday?

    However.....
    at the same time.
    My phone bills came.

    Never mind.
    I'm still a lucky and happy girl for yesterday. =)
    Wednesday, September 24, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 11:49 AM


    yesterday
    Anyway, my mood was not good at all.
    I think it's because of the frustrations in work.
    Oh well.
    It's okay, I'm not working for at least one week.
    What a relief!

    and to one of my friend, 
    if you ever chance upon here.
    Please do know that I really treat you like a friend.
    Not more. Not less.
    Let the past stays behind.
    Though I admit that I am overboard at that time.
    but people do make mistakes just like you too.
    I am no longer who I used to be.
    I'm not as stupid as the past.
    Not as blunt as I used to.
    Not as dependent as I was.
    Thus, don't let the past haunt you.
    From the past we kept saying whether to believe or trust is up to me or you.
    But no worries.
    As a friend, I will stand by you.

    Guess what people? I'm going to TOWN TODAY!!

    Tuesday, September 23, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 12:09 AM

    My entry is getting more and more boring.
    Because I am writing things that people won't get to understand due to the questions not answered: who, What , when, why. oh wow.

    Anyway, I slept for full 12 hours today.
    shiok shiok.
    Then went to Raffles hotel follow by tuition.
    Boring life right?
    YES, I AGREE! 
    <-- sounds like I agree to some marriage proposals.
    Okay I do wish for it.
    hahaha..

    Recently I have like 2 random people who anyOhow messaged me asking me to be friends with them.
    Not funny and not fun at all.
    I don't know who's friends are that and which friend of mine gave my number away.
    BUT NO FUN, serious.

    Did I mention before that my tuition kid are called, Aaron Tay Junhao 
    The names they got is so so..... I don't know how to say man.
    Junhao- is the name of my crush during primary school.
    Aaron- is the name that I used to decide to name my future son.

    Now... In 6 hours plus time I will be having my driving 4th driving lesson. 
    and I'm certain that I will need to drive to Ubi again.
    Oh man. which means.
    JAM!. 
    Now I hope that in my dreams tonight, I will be dreaming of clutch, accelerator, brakes, gear, mirrors and slope.

    NOW MY BLOG GOT VIDEO. cool...
    anyway nice song. Credit goes to clement.

    I shall not be lazy and upload photos of Engkee FLY OFF.








    Sunday, September 21, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 10:53 PM

    Yesterday.
    Title :
    Time : 1:09 AM

    It was sweet of Nyk and Benn to "fetch" me just now at Sentosa.
    We walked from VivoCity to Chinatown.
    I swear that the road was rather scary. 
    The whole journey I was clinging on to either Benn or Nyk.
    We really love walking.
    and I should stop swearing uh!
    if not I would die sooner or later

    Okay people. TO YOUR INFO.
    I have not been drinking or clubbing okay.
    So don't stereotype!
    But I still like drinking. 

    Pictures tomorrow. Au voir!
    Friday, September 19, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 3:02 PM



    I feel the fake-ness in it.
    No matter how hard I tried to convince myself that it is not,
    it is.
    Was it really that hard to achieve what I seek for?
    because it seems so.
    What's the worse.
    They do not know about it.
    Or was I being too paranoid?
    But it doesn't seems so too.
    If only everything just stays at Day 1.
    If only there are no complications.
    If only I control myself even better.
    If only I never opened that door of hers.
    If only I never sit down.
    If only I never asked them out.
    If only.
    Everything would just be different then.
    Title :
    Time : 12:00 AM

    Oh wow wow.
    Thanks to EngKee's fly off, I received 407 pictures.
    Gosh, the people we have is so cam- whorers.
    Wanted to upload over here, but choosing pictures and waiting for it to load takes quite some time.

    Moreover, I'm having my Driving Lesson tomorrow at 7 am.
    Thanks to my bet with my coach that I could wake up. Damn.
    I hope that I could wake up and keep my senses awake for that 2 hours.

    Service host was easy today, except that I fail my quiz.
    Eh, I don't know Sentosa well. ahha

    And it's like a thanksgiving day for me. 
    Oh well.. 

    Shall upload tomorrow.
    Thursday, September 18, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 12:00 AM

    Smallest man meets woman with longest legs.
    My god. the guy is real human alright!
    So I'm not short after all.
    He Pingping from Inner Mongolia, China's autonomous region, the world's smallest man sits underneath Svetlana Pankratova from Russia, the Queen of Longest Legs, as they pose at Trafalgar Square in London, Tuesday, Sept. 16, 2008. Pingping, born with primordial dwarfism, holds the Guiness World Record for the smallest man at 74.61 cms (2 feet and 5.37 inches) and Pankratova holds the Guiness World Record for the longest leg of any woman at 132 cms (4 feet 4 inches) in length.

    From:
    http://news.yahoo.com/nphotos/Guinness-World-Records-Trafalgar-Square-primordial-dwarfism-Guinness-World-Record-Inner-Mongolia/ss/events/lf/042005guinnessrecord/s:/ap/20080916/ap_on_fe_st/eu_britain_world_records/im:/080916/481/5deb9c471deb4ecda03a53851cb8db25/
    Title :
    Time : 12:00 AM

    Thursday's child.
    The door is open to greet you a great Thursday.

    Now I'm going to bath!
    Wednesday, September 17, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 12:41 PM

    WAAAAAA...
    I feel so nua right now.
    Slept through the morning.
    I swear it was perfect except for that spoil curtains of mine.
    I decided to exercise my ten fingers because I feel so guilty just lying there and nua.
    So I watched all the shows that I long waited for every one week.
    Pathetic right?
    AND. 
    blog later.
    Title :
    Time : 12:28 AM

    I want to show this sign board to that stupid fellow who horn at me for nothing today.

    I need a space to breathe!
    Been doing things that are rather routine.
    I need time for friends, myself and all.
    But again I do quite enjoy what I'm doing now.
    Contradicting eh.
    Which friendship will last, and which doesn't?
    Some make use of you.
    while some treasure you.
    How to see it?
    By feelings.

    I got driving Lesson 3 this coming Friday.
    Looking forward.
    DRVIE DRIVE DRIVE!
    I think I'm nuts over it.
    =)


    Tuesday, September 16, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 12:17 AM

    I love my RED NAILS.

    In 7 hours plus time I will be attending my driving Lesson 2. Exciting uh!

    Anyway, I went to M'sia today.
    AND Today is the first time in my life I saw a chinese soul working in the M'sia checkpoint.
    Usually it's a malay dominated working area. BUT BUT BuT, today there's a chinese soul working there! (I don't understand why I get high over this, so ya.)

    This is the first time I came back home without buying any dvds. Oh well. Because I bought all of the newest shows already.

    anyway, 
    I LOVE MONDAY.
    Because.
    I will get to watch 3 shows which will be uploaded on youtube.
    and 8 days.

    and I dislike SUNDAY.
    because.
    It's draggy.

    Oh oh Oh and I got to mention that I am glad about something.
    at least God is fair in some way uh!
    but tsk tsk. 
    Well, but someone told me before that a leopard will never change its spot
    (something like this, I can't remember)
    TRUE TRUE! I agree.
    Serve her right!
    Okay, I'm evil for once.
    But, hey! 
    so what?
    STILL!
    SERVE HER RIGHT!

    Sunday, September 14, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 11:12 PM

    To kill time, I flipped through all the photo albums.
    Actually I just flipped through a particular album which just happened to appear right in front of me.
    It's been really really long ever since I mention the word "love" over here in my blog right?
    yea. I look here and there. yupps. I did not mention before.

    Have I really experience "love"before?
    That's the question that I ponder.
    What's the definition of it?
    Because recently, after a few tussles, I found that it is not so simple.
    Especially people at our age.
    everything seem so nice on the surface, but in between and deep inside it is so complicated.
    I rather withdraw from it for the moment.
    The last time that I was in a r/s was rather long.
    Let me count. It's.......
    1 year 1 month or so? can't really remember..
    Oh well well.. I could hear noises from my friends like nicholas and all :
    " wow you actually can stay single so long!"
    What the hell.. 
    I'm proud of myself okay!
    At least I have changed in ways which is good!
    But i shouldn't say "single rocks" if not I would really receive karma and couldn't find any partner.
    And I can't really remember that I have been into 3 r/s. 
    Because everything seems so blurry and I managed to close it entirely.
    I guess it's just that I'm getting old and rusty. hahhaa.

    anyway it doesn't matter as long as I'm still with friends with them.
    I suppose? hahaha.. it can't be just a one sided thing uh!


    Title :
    Time : 10:30 PM

    Suzanne's birthday suit.
    Ugly right?
    Super ugly!
    She can't draw for nuts.
    oops.

    Title :
    Time : 3:42 PM

    Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
    You're in my head like a song on the radio
    All I know is that I got to get next to you
    Yeah I got to get next to you
    Sitting here turning minutes into hours
    To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
    You don't know that I got to get next to you

    Maybe were friends
    Maybe were more
    Maybe it's just my imagination
    But I see you stare just a little too long
    And it makes me start to wonder
    So baby call me crazy
    But I think you feel it too
    Maybe I, Maybe I
    Just got to get next to you


    Title :
    Time : 2:25 PM

    I feel so bored bored bored at home.

    I got nothing to do.

    what's more it's Mooncake festival.

    I feel like playing lanterns and candles.

    am I allow to?

    No age limit right?
    Title :
    Time : 2:48 AM

    **Yawn**
    I'm really feeling drowsy. Sleepy. But I shall close my day first before I hit to my bed which is like 1 inch away from me only.

    Birthday Wishes To~

    Teo Ee Yin and Su Yi.
    Happy 18th birthday.
    and
    Happy moon cake festival.

    To EngKee.
    Take great care when studying overseas. 
    Your trip seems like a 3 year thing more than a 3 weeks thing.
    Everyone was busy cam-whoring and rah rah during the sending off session.
    I guess the police can't really stand us uh.
    Not me is them. I'm the gentle one. 
    hahaha.

    PRACTICALLY I'm like a splitting soul today. Went for tuition in the morning->meeting.->airport -> celebration.

    THUS lucky YOU! who is reading this post now. Because I am posting the celebration photos. =)




    We started our own portraits using the wall in the hall.
    No. 1 Jeremy
    No. 2 Nicholas
    No.3 EeYin
    No.4 Benn
    No. 5  Zhen.
    Take 1.
    Take 2.
    Take 3.
    everyone.

    Candid!
    We were actually trying our "flying slippers"
    "it's nice" that's what Nyk claimed.
    Happy Birthday! Love you. =)
    The ending of our cake. It really sucks

    Me and Benn. Precious BOY! Bestie!
    He hates me. So Do I.
    Thanks for being my nonsense friend.
    AND will you stop making fun of me?
    Meet up often. Not thrice per year only?
    Don't be deceive by it's appearance. It doesn't taste good
    and
    half of the cake melted.






    I'm off to bed! GOOD DAY! 
    Friday, September 12, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 11:49 PM






    Have been working plus working and more working recently that deprive me from seeing my friends. But I guess they aren't really free too.
    Jamie is in Taiwan.
    Suyin is busy with As.
    Prem is busy with NCC things. 
    Amanda is in Genting.
    Okay, Jasmine, Weisiong, Nicholas, Benn, Zhilin and many more where are all of you?!?!?!

    I just realized that wifey Zhilin wrote the same thing as me in her blog. (calling out for all our friends) Fate Fate FATE!! That's rather scary...

    Above are the sceneries that I get to see every time when I work. 

    Holiday. holiday. Oh holiday.

    Time for painting nails.



    Wednesday, September 10, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 11:56 PM

    My wish.
    Title :
    Time : 1:06 AM

    Have you ever wondered, what's the difference between yourself when you are a child and when you gradually become an adult? There are a lot of differences. When you are a child, you could blabber whatever nonsense/truths/views you want. You enjoy imagining the future of yourselves and wish that you could grow up faster. However, when you exit from that stage,you think the opposite. Hoping to be "worry-free" and happy enjoying life like a kid. Moreover, you would find yourself having trouble to voice out things like how you do the last time. People care more about the words you use or what people says, the feelings, the impression and all. It's rather irritating and sickening sometimes that you do not know who is true to who. So many faces. Or let's say, instead of so many faces, there are so many masks lying around. 
    Warning: 
    Never drink beer. Because you will get beer belly! And he seriously need a SHAVING SESSION man.

    This guy really makes me laugh. Cute right? Anyone volunteer to give him a free treat to dentist?

    Though it's over.
    BUT.
    MAX! Happy 18th Birthday! =)